Solarfission

I can only sit here Waiting for school to be over Before I can solve my biggest problem I feel so depressed An unbearable sorrow Is making its way to my heart The pain is starting I clench my hands into fists And endure I feel like weeping To bury my head in my hands And cry Yet I must endure As the lessons continue The teachers are ignorant of my problem Finally the lessons have ended I half-heartedly shove my things into my bag And silently sling it over my shoulder I use what little strength I have left To make my way down to the canteen I am tired and weary from the journey But it was worthwhile Because I AM HUNGRY!

Right now, today, The most important memory I've ever had Was sitting in front of the computer Crying my heart out With tears Made from the love Given to me by my friends.

I never wanted to be in love. Whenever I think of you my gut knots itself two times more. And I think of you a lot. I don't wanna be in love, I never did. But I talked to you, and I started to feel... different. When I'm with you I feel like the world belongs to me, and I'm so happy. But when you're gone everything turns upside down. ~~~~~ Two Days Later~~~~~ Right, so now you know. Please don't tell anyone. If anyone finds out this could be the end of my social life. But I trust you, and now that you know I feel a lot better. Thinking of you doesn't make my guts knot anymore, it just makes me smile. Maybe, just maybe, we could be together.